I’m not one to usually complain but the facts are that I am in major limbo right now. My dad is not getting better but is also hanging on because he is such a strong person. I go to the hospital every day and spend time with him which is precious and know he could have another stroke at any moment but I have a choice to make which I feel my finances have already made.
I need to work! The bills dictate it and aren’t going away… I am waiting on this one job in particular which would solve all our financial woes but the waiting is killing me. On the one hand I love spending hours every day with my pa but if I get this job I will be limited to only visiting him as often as my schedule allows:( And my mom needs me too but is managing to take care of herself pretty well these days.
My teenage son started a homeschool program because of his mental health disorder for his senior year and today we finally started it. I am hoping he can get the work done and graduate…..
So many parts of my life right now that I am holding my breath on. I know I need to trust and pray and live in the moment but it is very hard.
My disorder is under control although I still have bad days each week where I can’t find the motivation to do much but other days I am on fire. I definitely have bipolar tendencies along with Schizoaffective disorder.
Did some therapy online which was helpful but completed that so now I just vent to friends and God.
What are some ways you stay sane when in limbo????
Here is to getting some answers soon,