Since getting fired I have been trying to keep a chin up and accept my limitations to be able to work and have tirelessly tried to deal with this anxiety. I await disability to view my situation and it helps that I got fired, but it still be another half year prior to settling.
I smoke and chew nicotine lozenges endlessly throughout the day. But I am managing my house and cooking for my mom and son and me. I shower but unwillingly.
I suppose I should call my doctor but when he tried to change my anti-anxiety medication I had terrible side effects and had to discontinue its use. Afraid to try anything else.
I am not suicidal which is good because sometimes it does get to that but I want to live and just struggle to get through each day.
But I will not give up!
Pax
Victoria
You wrote a post for Bay Art. Within it, you asked a few questions. My simple answer to one of them is this. Give yourself permission to be who you are today.
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That’s the best advice I have been given all month. Thank you.
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