God tests us sometimes and right now is that time. Testing my patience with the medication which makes me tired and not hungry, testing me with my finances being so bleak as I await on a job I applied for that is in my field.
I am reminded of God’s goodness all the time though even while waiting for something to happen…
I see a bird, a flower, an ocean, a cup of warm coffee…I see God in every comfort and in every suffering I feel that I share in some of what he must have felt as He hung on the cross of Calvary for our sins, past, present and future. It is to this blood that I appeal now and all my days. I am not suicidal but look forward to the day when God decides I am done here.
Today I took care of me all day and am relaxing some more. With this medication adjustment I don’ t know when I am hungry, tired etc…
But for today I trust in God Almighty, and bow down before Him! In my lowliness, Lord show me the way!