I haven’t posted since December 2017, I don’t know where to start really to describe what I am feeling right now…
Over medicated, easily stressed out, gained some weight 😦 and overall not feeling well mentally even to the point of being suicidal with a plan which ended up with another hospital stay.
Monday I see my pdoc and I am going to discuss with him giving up on the Clozapine and going back on the risperdal. At first I was doing great on it but my lack of motivation and weight gain is what is really going on.
I pray God’s will in all of this… and that has to be enough for now…
I also pray for all who read this, to be in God’s will.
Good night readers, praying my next post will be more upbeat. I am a fighter and I will not give up!